Thursday, April 21, 2011

This is my love.

Today I reminisced about what I thought what love was.

I thought about these things...

Yellow Volkswagen Beetles.
Love Poems.
Pancakes.
Foot Massages.
Service.
I thought about anyone can do anything...
Early morning blasted music.
Singing your heart out.
Pepsi, Pain Brie, and Feta cheese.
Charles Aznavour and they Gypsy Kings.
Doing the twist!

You are probably asking yourself... How is this love?

There once was a man who married a girl. Their very first vehicle was a brand new yellow volkswagen beetle. They were quite the happy couple. The girl taught at a school in another place, so she would be gone M-F and then be back on the weekends. This man didn't waste any love time. He would write her love poems all week long. And she always came and left knowing she would return to lovely love scripts.
As time moved on, they came to a realization that they did not want to spend so much time apart. So they moved to a far away land. Their family soon grew bigger and bigger with children. The girl had the magic cooking touch, a specialty that is still loved dearly today... pancakes. More than anybody else, they boy loved these pancakes, and insisted she make them every Saturday. So most Saturdays the big family would enjoy dozens and dozens of those delicious pancakes. Soon time moved on once more, some of the children moved away and married. But  few remained at home. One of these kids remembers her daddy coming home from work, and he'd ask for a foot massage. The little girl would do it, hesitantly. But would it woud be done. The boy who had now become a grown boy was quite the character. Early Saturday mornings he would blast some Charles Aznavour or some Gypsy kings and he would sing the house down! The kids didn't always enjoy it. But it didn't matter to him. Sometimes the grown boy and the now grown girl would play some Teen Tops and do the twist in the kitchen. And their kids would laugh and enjoy it. This man was amazing. He did have an addiction. Pepsi, Pain Brie (bread) and feta cheese. Delicious!

This is the story of my Mama and my daddy.



I had the best. I remember getting home from work or school, and my dad would have me sit next to him on the couch and I'd get a foot massage. I remember telling him several times that I wanted to do things, but I just couldn't. And he would tell me everytime I could do whatever I wanted. He was proof of this, my dad can do just about anything you can think of! I remember doing services for people in our ward, or anyone and we hated it. But service is now something that I feel I must do. As I have grown, everything that reminds me of the love that my parents had for one another, or that I felt in my family, I want to continue.

I want a yellow volkswagen beetle more than any car on this planet. I want to come home from work and receive foot massages, while drinking an ice cold Pepsi eating Pain Brie with crumbled Feta cheese while listening to Charles Aznavour. I want to make my significant other pancakes every Saturday morning. I want to wake up to loud beautiful music and loud singing from a man who loves me. I want my signifcant other to have this undying passion to want to serve the world!

The end.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Don't tell to Love, Don't ask for Love

You thought you'd gotten just what you wanted, but oh humans!
It's never enough for us, right?
You know it's bad when you begin to dream about it, and wake up from your dream hoping it's real, and it is! And then you wake up from that dream and realize it was really just a silly dream.
Now what in the world are we talking about??
LOVE, duh.
You are lusting for love (is that even possible?)
You love luster you!
Some people will tell you, that you are asking for too much, others will tell you, you can never have enough.
Both are right.
You can never have enough love but don't even think about asking for it.
Not because it is too much to ask for, but for the sake of yourself!
The rejection usually feels worse than when your dumped:
You don't hear what you want to hear, so what do you do?
Absolutely nothing.
You want to scream but it's as if your vocal chords have been removed, you stiffen up like a dead animal.
When you're touched you want to tell them to get their damn hand off of you, but at the same time you want to be held.
But once again you have no vocal chords, and you can't move.
The only thing you can do is CRY.
You still have no love, and you know that somehow it should be there but it's not.
So you go home and cry to your mommy and your daddy.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

LOVE IS GIVEN TO BE GIVEN.

I forget to see the love and beauty in everything.
I forget that loving is easy, but forgetting to love is easier.
I forget to love love, because it is love.
I just forget alot, and I don't want to forget anything about love.
I don't want to forget that loving alone makes a person happy.
There is so much harmony in love.
There is so much PATIENCE in love.
There is so much peace in love.
AND THERE IS SO MUCH LOVE IN LOVE.


The End.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Sunday is now LOVEDAY.

What a day of love.

I am inlove. I am inlove with the fact that someday I will be able to experience a romantic kind of love, at it's fullest...
How do I know this?
Because I have FAITH that this will occur. And I don't doubt Faith one bit.
I look forward to the day a man will tell me that I am EVERYTHING he has been looking for, I am the one thing he would not even think of being with out.
It'll be the best day of my life.

Next love note...
Today my family joined together in love.
We spoke about how faith and love go together hand in hand.
We spoke about never giving up on either one...
When we practice these, MIRACLES HAPPEN.
My family is going through you know, your typical shiz... But, we are going to conquer it like conquistadors, cuz we are that tough, and that BAD A, and have a hell of alot of love, and a hell of alot of faith.
So my advice for everyone else...
When life gives you lemons, add some sugar, drink it up and eventually you'll pee it out and be rid of it.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Oh, JUST LOVE.

YAY!
Today I have begun my blogging, about love.
Where do I begin?
Hm... There are many things I'd love to begin with. But, I don't have the time. So I'll make this short.
I have created this blog so people can follow my "Love Journey".
And hopefully people will let me share their "Love Journeys"

Love is not only romantic. Love is in everything, so yes, this will contain loads of romantic love. But there is love in everything. In what we do, everyone we know, everything we know! So open your minds and your hearts to all the freakin love!!
AND JUST LOVE.
Get lost in love, and share it.